its past midnight!

im tired aft working n meeting n dinner n lotsa work stuffs!

im still up coz i just called in 933!

again!

n first time dedicate song(as in choose song).

lols.

called in quite a number of times le.

nothing special.

but its interesting n exciting.

really!!

u might wana try one day?

if u got the patience lahh!

haha!!

=D

im real tired aft 3 days opening.

suddenly i kind of falling in love working opening.

haas.

coz aft work still got lots free time.

can do alot of things.

like can do work at home.

some work cant be done at work de.

cant concentrate tat much.

doing work at home is very peaceful.

(:

another example.

can go out aft work.

and alot more things can be done.

but horr...

i just hate waking up early.

-.-

had management meeting just now.

den we went dinner tgt.

thanks suresh for the treat.

lols!

=D

louise told me 1 BIG secret.

hmm...

i dont rmb did i gave anyone i noe frm mcd my blog add.

so i better dont say wat louise told me.

hais..

i just feel tat...unfair?

bu fu!!

>.<

but wat to do?

he is a nus degree holder.

of coz will get it lah.

i felt so shitty coz y do mcd looking at cert now.

unlike in the past.

experience is impt.

louise told me its the fact lah.

its true lahh.

have to face it.

again i asked louise.

den will be my turn?

yupp if i work hard i'll sure deserve it de.

my chance will come one day.

dont be disappointed.

at least im abit more knowledgeable before i move on.

cheer up!

(:

will update abt hehehahahoho dinner tmr ba.

im tired le..

<3

our another gathering ever since our chalet on sept'09.

this time round gg sentosa.

no idea for wat.

kind of not really looking forward.

dont noe y.

maybe too last min?

too late for me to request off?

partly ba.

i really feel like join them happily to enjoy.

but i think i might join them enjoying happily.

coz all i afraid is another unnecessary quarrel.

hais..

i dont noe lah.

tmr is a incomplete gathering.

:(

no jogging.

just mdp n pr/wpr.

at least i complete somethings.

(:

no more plannings.

no more organising.

no any more.

its a tired week for me.

worked for the past 4days.

den today suppose to go off.

but went for hiring in the morning.

finished in less den 3hrs.

den tmr have to work for another 5days.

im ok de.

weekdays no off its ok.

just let me go off on sun can le.

(:

conflict started again?

i noe my job is to program tat oven.

i nv program it tat day coz i got no time to do it.

i nv do it tat day doesnt mean i wont do it the next day.

i alr promised myself to squeeze out time no matter wat the next day to do it.

and..

when i reached work the next day.

u're the one who told me the oven spoilt liao.

cant be program.

ok fine.

since u said tat.

i dont bother to do it lah.

and wth today u twisted ur words saying tat u tried doing it again den can program liao.

fcuk lah.

den boss asked me y i nv do it.

hais.

so next time.

if its not ur job.

pls dont do it.

i'll do it myself no matter wat.

i dont need ur help!

just now aft hiring its only 1230pm.

tot of calling up whoever is free.

but think think think.

dont want lah.

i do enjoy being a good girl.

(:

target for today!

1. finished up my mdp

2. finish writing pr/wpr

3. go jogging?

see how lah!

lols =DD

i feel im a good girl today.

finished work at 1530.

but left ard 1645.

coz need to clear up some unfinished work of ytd's.

reached home ard 1715.

bathed n had my dinner.

imagine i had my dinner at 1830.

seldom have my dinner tat early.

but i like to have early dinner.

coz by the time i slp im alr fully digested.

lols.

aft dinner.

watched tv.

very motivated doing my mdp n writing pr/wpr.

yes jia you suet!

ppa on apr.

n i wana complete my mdp asap!

tats y i said im a good girl today.

=p

but im kind of boring too at home.

alone.

bro not at home.

mum went to work another job.

hais.

feel wired the hse is so quiet.

i like it.

but i dont like it.

hais.

saw diana at work this morning!

with her hubby.

i shouted!

imagine the loudness of my shoutings.

lols.

ytd just sms-ing with airen abt diana's wedding.

today i met her.

fate!

haas.

but sads i maybe cant attend.

coz working till 1730.

if airen all will wana wait for me.

i see whether can change to work opening n finish at 1600.

den i run to pasir ris.

lols.

i was thinking whether im gg for diana's wedding or not.

i feel like working opening.

if i work m shift.

i'll hold cash.

new mgr yuan quan cant run shift yet.

i need to guide him.

n i need to do ordering.

tired de leh!!

hais.

tmr den see how lahh.

hoping for better tmr!

:))

felt better aft everything.

(:

but im still bu shuang her.

sometimes i do find myself kind of stupid.

dont noe wat am i thinking oso.

hais.

-.-

1st day cny.

went pai nian.

but not at relatives hse.

sounds funny?

tats y i dont like cny when im in sg.

i miss all my aunties uncles cousins nieces n nephews in msia.

:(

met dear ard late noon.

went 313@somerset.

shocked tat most of the shops are still open.

haas.

went dinner at mache.

den went to river hong bao.

den walked over to marina square.

most of the shops at closed!

except all those food stores.

so unlike 313!

haas.

feel kind of shitty tat need to work tmr.

since im in sg.

cny is nth for me.

so might as well work.

cheer up ba!

(:

happy cny n happy vdae to all!

(:

had a very unique reunion dinner.

although we're not family.

but we're close like 1 family.

(:

im so shocked tat sao wee is taller den me now!!

my goodness..

so fast.

15yrs had past.

he is 15yrs old now.

thinking back 15yrs ago i was still...7yrs old?

its so new to me to see such a tiny baby.

sao wee slowly grow up and me n my bro always went over to their hse to play.

or play at the corridor.

or even at the playground.

den they shifted when he was 4yrs old?

we still go over to their hse.

and again they shifted few yrs aft.

yupp i rmb i played bball with him once below their block.

he was den in pri sch.

wow!

time real flies.

he's sec 3 now.

from a tiny baby i saw till now.

big boy!

=p

ah yi was there too.

its sao wee's ah yi actually.

but we oso call her ah yi.

tat time when i was still a small girl she was dating with uncle lim.

but now they alr got a daughter in pri3.

den uncle lim was telling her daughter tat when he noe me i was still her age.

wahh suddenly i felt so old aft he said tat!!

-.-

n the most shocking thing for the night is...

zhi wei was there too!!!!

he is the one who got serious crush on me when i was 14yrs old!

it was like 8yrs back!

lols.

i felt so shock is coz i was packing my stuffs few days back.

i saw my whole stack of letters.

i read most of them.

including his.

i find it so...

hmm...

haas.

surprisingly few days aft i'll meet him!

nv ever i tot n expect this will happen!!

when i overheard auntie saying hos oso coming over for dinner.

i was like...HUH!!!

lols.

met him.

nth lah actually.

maybe he had forgot wat he ever told me?

watever it is i dont care he rmb or not lah.

he's attached n im attached.

n we're friends.

(:

surprisingly he still rmb my bdae?!

he told me he wanted to wished me.

but he lost my contact.

wahh serious mahh still rmb my bdae..

i think i oso still rmb his.

if i nv rmb wrongly lah..

haas!

to think back..

i find it funny.

and abit scary too..

=DD

its actually glad that can find someone to lent me their ears to vent my anger.

esp abt work stuffs.

coz not all my friends understand.

i had been always wanted to say.

i always feel tat he's like my guardian angel.

always i feel down at work.

most of the times i'll received his sms asking me 'hey how are u?are u ok?'

i always wanted to ask him y does he noe tat im not ok?

i ever replied him im ok when im not ok.

but he continue asking 'serious not u're ok?wat happen?'

he like noe tat i feel sad like tat.

it happened afew times alr.

co-incidence?

den i dont wana lie to him so i told him bla bla bla happened.

he'll sure call me n talk to me.

hear me wat i've to say.

n i'll listen for his advise.

sometimes i really feel like telling him 'how i hope u're still my 1st asst.'

he is the 1st asst tat i always respect.

i wana learn frm him.

coz he's 1 of the youngest 1st asst in the market.

yupp he's younger den me yet he's a 1st asst alr.

ya he's younger den me 2wks nia lah.

haas.

yupp anw thanks pakcikk.

i really appreciate ur every call.

(:

i'll oso appreciate tat u dont always go MIA!

lols.

=DD

i felt so guilty.

sorry to all!

i felt so sad.

can i be happier?

seriously im kind of NOT looking forward for cny.

perhaps cny is just a normal day for me ba.

i hate the way she talked to me.

the way she looked at me.

I HATE!!!

its like as if i owe her $10k!!

if things can be done easily?

y not she do it during her shift?

den wat is she doing during her graveyard shift?

even boss ask me this!

god noes ahh!

den things undone making noise at me.

again!

HEY I DID MY JOB N MY PART OK!!

if u wana make comments on my task.

pls make sure ur task is perfect den pin point at others.

since ur crew schedule is in a total mess.

so just shut ur mouth up!

if u're not my 1st asst.

i alr say it straight infront of ur face.

its coz u're the 1st asst of the store(not mine!).

i still leave some face n respect for u.

i will nv ever forget she said me being defensive!

SHIT lah.

she herself being freaking damn denfensive.

had done wrong finding ten thousand and one reasons n excuses.

the problem with her is not knowing how to communicate to others in a nice manner.

u respect me.

for sure i respect u.

u treat me shit.

u better watch out!

i told boss i wana talk to her face to face.

coz im really freaking out alr!

sometimes i really feel like giving up.

can someone help me?

who can i talk to?

its time to vent my anger!!

y am i having mgrs who using BUTT to think instead of using BRAIN?

y am i having mgrs who are in MANUAL mode instead of AUTO mode?

made me got scoldings from boss.

she called me during my off day asking y things not done?

wahh..

im off for 4days.

during the 4days wat my mgrs doing?

did nth?

i ask boss..

all the mgrs are alr adults.

in fact im the youngest!

dont they have the initiative responsibility brain n auto to do their work?

sadly..

my boss oso admit that they dont have..

die lahh like that.

i noe that's my task.

but without the teamwork.

my task will nv be perfect.

so it means tat i need to work daily to nag at everybody?

hais..

its really tiring nagging at everybody daily the same old things de lehh..

although im only 22 yrs old..

at work i really sounds like a 42 yrs old old lady nagging at everybody lor.

hais..

sometimes i dont blame boss from scolding me or wat lahh.

watever it is.

its my task.

she just want me to help her to tell the mgrs off.

i understand.

okie boss i'll do tat.

(:

yes!

i got my levis' ladies jeans le!

=D

hmm..

not the design i actually wanted.

perhaps its better to shop when less ppl.

n oso maybe the way the salesgirl talked.

the one at tm sucks.

=x

cant get any shoes.

shopped the whole bj n bgv.

none caught my eyes.

this thu n fri gg out to hunt for shoes again.

if cant den forget it.

no new shoes for cny this yr.

-.-

kind of totally forget to mentioned abt our trip to bkk.

=D

yes aft so long discussing n confirmation.

its finally confirmed!

:))

16-19may.

very the look forward.

excited!

=DD

cny reunion dinner with jies on 11feb.

:))

hais..

my luck is so damn down dowNn DOWNN!!!

dont noe wat had happened.

n dont noe wat is happening.

im dehydrating soon.

its flooding.

i rmb i told my friend this.

my friend say will call plumber for me.

(:

cny!

although how much i dont look forward for it.

but it still will arrive in a week's time.

so still have to get prepared for it.

got lots n lots n LOTs of tops n dresses.

=D

but im really in need of shoes!

scared no time to get it.

n im getting a levis' ladies jeans.

went tm just now.

but no my size!

-.-

gg bugis tmr to check it out.

wish me luck!

got my hair cutted.

no any shorter.

just thinner.

coz feel like having my very long long hair back again.

hees.

=p

n im doing DIY hair colour.

haas.

tmr is my 4th off day in a row.

n back to work again

actually i shld feel happy tat i got so many off days straight.

but this time round.

i dont feel happy at all.

dont ask me y.

my hand is so unluckyy..

i cutted my thumb.

n i burned my index fingers.

hais.

sob sob.

):

cny is in 1week time.

but seriously.

i dont really looking forward for it.

my leave was not approved n have to stayed in sg n worst need to work.

n even if my leave is approved.

kind of no use gg back msia.

no events too.

no more sunway lagoon.

no more cameron highlands.

no more da jiu's cooking for reunion dinner.

kind of a boring cny.

-.-

talked abt reunion dinner.

i just emailed my jies to meet up for our very own reunion dinner.

i rmb we had it yrs back.

recent yrs like dont have lehh..

did we had 1 last yr?

i forgot le!

=x

haas.

kind of very looking forward for it!

=DD

im damn freaking ANGRY!!!

wat a 1st asst i have!

went for meeting had learn new knowledge abt new system.

she jolly well nv teach any of us.

none of us noe except she herself!!!

n im the first one who gonna use it.

it was 1.30am.

who shall i call for help?

even god oso cant help me.

i no choice i msg boss.

felt so shit to wake her up at tat timing.

sorry!

den we realise there's new system started.

my boss dont noe how to go abt it coz she nv attend the meeting.

boss asked me to call 1st asst.

i called her abt 10times to wake her up.

no!

i dont feel anything to wake her up at 2am!

she deserved it!!!!!

n made me went home at 3am instead of 2am.

will she felt shit for me?

i dont think so!

im not tat calculative of staying an hr longer.

i just pity my crews who are innocent have to wait for me.

even the transport driver need to wait for me too!

arghh~!!!

i really nv see such a 1st asst before!!!

my 3 ex 1st asst are much much more 100times responsible than her!!

she's not my 1st asst.

even my boss dont admit she's her 1st asst.

she's just a nobody's 1st asst!

i really do believe that when eyelids 'jumps'.

sthg will happen.

indeed.

wat a day i had -.-

its feb alr.

kind of fast ehh.

can time go slower?

i cant catch up everything.

hmm how shall i put into words?

i feel the pace of my life is getting faster n faster.

till i cant live properly.

every min every sec im thinking wat i have not done?

wat i shall do next?

keep on fear abt this fear abt tat.

i find myself recently became a very gan chiong person.

a very kiasu person.

i think i coz all the stress given to me.

i really wana get things done.

but time is restraining me from everything.

hais.

i wish i can calm myself down n take things slowly.

i like gg see psychologist le.

coz im like gg crazy soon if everything continue like this.

hais............

yeah~!

finally i dont need to force myself to slp early n to wake up early le!

consecutively 2 opening.

thu n fri.

wed night i just cant get into slp at all.

-.-

at 11plus i feel so sleepy le.

coz had been awake for 24hrs.

cant slp.

yet still need to work!

so freak~

nina came over at 5.

she waited for me to clear up my work.

we went home tgt.

bathed.

had dinner.

watched tv.

I WAS DAMN TIRED.

i went to slp.

today was ok.

just tat cant eat peacefully.

my auntie bought me kway tiau for breakfast.

i ate abit at 8am.

continue few mouthful at 1130am.

somemore at 2pm.

finished at 4pm.

pity right?

too busy n no time to eat!!

-.-

went alter my dress aft work.

gg for movie le!

tooth fairy~

here i come!

=DD

ciaos~

i called in 933 again!

lalala~

=D

no one date me.

nv visit sean n sharlin.

coz i woke up at 3pm!

lols.

think they're in the plane on the way back to australia now le ba.

see ya next time!

=p

promised not to shop online anymore.

got far too much tops and dresses le.

but just cant resist the temptation!

=DD

i went jogging today!

hees!

(:

tmr management meeting.

sians.

-.-

nothing much happened at work.

bosses just like to visit centrepoint.

perhaps we're at town area.

its a danger for me working at orchard.

be it regarding work or even personal.

=|

time really flies while im at centrepoint.

i mean really fast!

im there for 8.5mths already!

i think its coz centrepoint is much more busier tats y i feel times real flies.

well this qns leads to me thinking..

where n when will be my next store?

new store scape park?

hees..

just randomly thinking.

nv tried opening new store before.

maybe if can i wana try.

think it will be a good experience.

(:

haha!

y am i thinking of transferring out?!

when my days at marina i dont ever think of transferring out.

n i dont wana be transferred out!

coz the ppl there are real great!

so..

am i indirectly saying ppl at centrepoint are not great?

well..

no comments.

finally my off day aft 5days of work.

used to the tiredness le.

dont noe where to go.

date me out pls!

lols.

wana go visit sean n sharlin before they gg back to australia.

think sharlin will not rmb me when the next time i see her.

will sean rmb me when the next time i see him?

=p